Decision disorder

Here I am.

I realised that I have an disorder that makes it hard to decide at times. It amplifies more if I am put in a food court with gazillion food stalls to choose from. The left part of my brain, I suspect, the glutton he is, always tell me to buy everything and then sit on the table trying to finish it. He, however, is not a favourable person to Ethopians. The right side, is worst. He walk from one stall to another contemplating why he should not choose the particular choice or contradicts himself when a choice was already made.

Now it seems that the disorder is affecting the blogging neuron of my brain too.

Write here?

Write at Social Cafe?

Do not write again?

Why the fuck I am still here when you left it for years?

Maybe I just let it flow, even when the next update comes in a month time.

I mean, MJ has moved on. So did Yasmin Ahmad. Surprises and life goes hand in hand these period of the year. The coincidental path of my brain also told me they are both 51. Does this mean Area 51 is back in operation? Do we have alien re-visit (or they never did leave? or they are already among us for millenias already?)

For fuck sake, make up your mind.