Confession of pain

After all the tattoo Apeq had, this time he complains of pain. The new tattoo of his includes shading. He said it felt like being burn by fire.


His new tattoo cost him RM800, which means it would take me a long time to get one that size. He is in a manager level, while I am the low level where at times can be asked to carry tables around.


Though bonus comes together with this month salary, I am anticipating one tattoo on my right leg near the ankle. Nevertheless could be painful since it's bones all around.


Many people asked, why go through the pain just to have one.


Tattoos, I believe, could only be understood by one who did it. What is put on their body sometimes are only understood by the owner themselves. You just don't question what it is. Even if it looks like lump of shit. It is because you did not go through their life in their shoes.


Yet, still of course I did not answer why would people do it.


People do it because they want to do it, for various reason. Many other people would do their best to stop you. But like in life, it's a decision you choose to make, and you will be responsible for it. And like in life, many would not agree to what you have done. But no one could ever do a single thing that would be agreeable to 6 billion people in the world.


The clue to my next tattoo would be the initial of a name I used for many years now. I would have to choose the font and design that I would need.